I don’t understand

Why things appear differently after I upload them than they do while on my test server.  This makes no sense.  And is almost discouraging, actually.  Stuff that was working is suddenly not working? Why for? I NEED TO KNOW.  And why aren’t the fonts rendering the same? Ack! I also haven’t viewed any of this on my pc.  Dear gods, I hope it at least looks somewhat similar.  No, I’m not nearly finished and yes, it is still going to take quite a while. EVENTUALLY. Eeeeventually.  I don’t know how to fix it when it appears to be correct on my machine. =( Woe. woe, I say.

I’ve been feeling particularly hermit-y these past few days.  Getting some strange comfort from holeing up in my room by myself and pecking away at the keyboard.  Unhealthy? Very possibly. Do I care? Not in the least.  I went from living on my own with none but a dog to constantly being surrounded by people so I guess it’s probably natural to just need time to chill with only myself as company.  Not that I don’t miss some company. A straner in a strange land, right? Ahhh.  I’m kind of rambling nonsensically just to fill the page, honestly.  I hate feeling this weird homesickness.  Hate to admit feeling it, rather.  But I really wish I could hop in my car and go pay my folks a visit, maybe even see a few of the assholes I used to consider friends.  Will this place ever start to feel familiar to me? I’ve been here almost a year now.  A couple of months, it seems like.

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